Some sort of unbelievable confusion...

Sometimes, I really don’t know whether he is happy being around me, or he was just forced to be.

Sometimes, I don’t understand how he really feels when he laughs or talks to me.

Sometimes, I can’t imagine how come we’ve been distant when we used to be so close.

Sometimes this confusion is getting in my nerves, but most of the time, I don’t want to hurt him. :(