Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hey, It Does Not Hurt Anymore

I never thought I would be this happy...I never thought I would be this strong...When you started hitting me on the back, I thought the pain won't subside, I thought the wounds won't heal but hell, it did!...I didn't know that I could do it...Well, with the help of my friends and of God, of course!...You do not invade my mind anymore, you do not make me cry anymore, I do not hurt when i see you with her anymore and I thought it's gonna be doomsday forever...Now I know you're not gonna be the reason for me to fail...I've learned to accept averything and I've learned to let you go...Thanks to you, too...You finally removed the chain that attached me to you...You gave me back the key to re-open my heart and now I'm ready to forget everything and love again...I can't deny the fact that you left a scar in my heart when you wounded it but I know as time goes by, the scars will disappear leaving my heart as full as before I met you...Whew, for a long time I thought I would not be able to let you go or it'll take years or what but in the shortest time I did..Now I've proven I'm still strong enough...Thank you for teaching me everything I have to learn in life...You will still be in my heart but now I will not crave for you...Bye2!...ÜÜÜ

Saturday, October 15, 2005

How to Get Over the Thing Called LOVE

5. Say goodbye but never say hello again

4. Forget but never regret

3. Pick up the pieces but never put them back

2. Feel the pain but never keep it

FINALLY...

1. Move on...

Trust me, it works...ÜÜÜ

DotA-allstars...Am I Addicted?...

Tell me, am I?...I've started playing it with my friends...Erm, using the ugliest characer I've ever seen...Medusa, the Gorgon...hehehe...Was a noobie at first...Didn't now how to level up, didn't know what items to buy and how to buy them...All I know is I have to kill and survive...Then things became clear as I continued playing...Second game, I switched to Rylai Crestfall the Crystal Maiden...I liked using her with all her Frost Nova and Freezing Field ability...But was still a noobie...Then I switched to Kardel Sharpeye the Dwarven Sniper...Er, can't remember his abilities...Never liked him...

Finally, I found someone that could make me feel at ease...Akasha the Queen of Pian...Nice abilities...Blink, Shadow Strike, Fan of Knives and Sonic Wave...Been using her all the time...Er, still a noobie though...hehehe...Then there was Chen the Holy Knight...He's a nice hero but i didn't quite like him because I didn't know how to use him...I'd rather stick with Akasha...I'm noobier with Chen...hahaha!...

We started playing random ...I picked Rooftrellen the Treant Protector...Nice but very slow...Of course, he's big...Didn't know how to use his abilities, though...Second game...Random again...I got Magina the Anti-Mage...Well, I started to love him...He's got unique abilities...All has to do with mana...Loved his Mana Drain, Blink, Spell Shield and Mana Void...But he was a weakling on the first game and I usually get killed...hehehe...Noobie again as i say...The next day , we palyed random again...I got Bone Clinkz the Bone Fletcher...Oooohhh...Random is nice because I got to use new heroes...Bone Clinkz is cool!...With his Windwalk ability, together with his Strafe, Searing Arrows and the coolest ultimate he's got, Death Pact...Nice hero especially with a desolator, he can cast colorful arrows...Nice...
So, after so many randoms, picks and all, I got stuck with the Bone Fletcher...He doesn't look good, though...He's skeletal......He's amazing especially if I get to buy most of the items that he needed...Now he's my character..I'm still a bit noobie, though but I'm not getting killed often now and I can already kill heroes...My goal soon, become GODLIKE and be on a KILLING SPREE!...hahaha!...ÜÜÜ


Anyway, addiction...hmmm...Only DotA can convince me to go out of the house nowadays even if I do not have classes...Only DotA makes me forget my problems and even though I have appointments, when my friends say we'll play DotA, I'll cancel all for DotA...God I love this game...I'm always stuck in front of the computer surfing dotaportal.com for guides and item builds...Nice game...I love it totally!...I never thought I would spend my money for this kind of computer game...I admit, I'm getting addicted and I won't stop until i Meet my goal...

After meeting my goal, I still won't stop!...hahaha!...Find good DotA players in Boyztrek Jacinto...Cool!...

You've got to love Warcraft III-Defense of th Ancients!...ÜÜÜ