Saturday, June 24, 2006

Tears of the Past are Coming Back in the Present

Pain. People sometimes feel it physically. Well I don't.

But guess what, as I've been through all my sufferings, I've finally learned and realized that physical pain is just a pinch from emotional pain.

Yes I laugh. Yes I joke around. Yes I make people happy. But those people didn't know how I truly feel inside because they do not look beyond what they can see.

I've shed so much tears in the past. I've busied myself with work so I can forget everything.
But why are the tears I shed in the past coming back right now? Why am I so bothered with the person who hurt me, who made me feel that I'm the weakest girl on earth?


Why do I still cry fo rhim? Why do I still think that it could still work for the two of us? He's long gone, he's happy. He doesn't even care about how I feel anymore.

Friendship is all that's left in us, and I should keep it. Keep it although my heart bleeds, keep it although my eyes cry out buckets of tears.

Because only friendship can spare me from dying.