nakakaloka...

ayoko na. nababaliw nako. first, he makes me happy, tapos biglang iiwan ako sa ere. tapos bigla namang papasayahin ulit ako.

ano ba talaga?? hindi ko na 'to kaya. mababaliw ako sa kaiisip kung may nasabi ba ako o nagawang mali. hindi ko alam...every time you do that, napa-paranoid ako. maawa ka naman sa akin..

di ako maka concentrate sa pag aaral kase habang nag me-memorize ako, bigla na lang sumasagi ka sa isip ko. promise, naiiyak na ako dahil sa'yo.

WALA KA'Y KLARO. in short. waaa.. ewan ko. i keep on telling myself na tama na, ayoko na, pero tuwing nakikita kita, nakakalimutan ko lahat yun.

pagod nako. pero mas napapagod ako tuwing sinusubukan kong tigilan na ito. paano ko ba 'to titigilan, eh bigla-bigla ka namang nagbabago. you're sweet now, you're a stranger later. ako namang si tanga, hindi alam kung may pagkakamali ba ako that you suddenly don't talk to me..waaa ewan..

ewan. this is making me crazy!! ewan!!! =p

he keeps me hanging...

i've never felt this way for a little while, but i couldn't believe someone like him would always keep me hanging once again...

it already happened before and i know i should have learned by now. i shouldn't trust so much on what i feel for him and what he feels for me. we never told each other the truth. we just played it like a game and now i feel like he's been leaving me hanging all this time, hoping for something i know i shouldn't.

should i let myself get hurt again, is already the most stupid mistake i'll do in my life. of all the things i've been through, this is really something that i can't get over with, especially when i get struck by it.

if he wants it, he'll get it. if he'll tell me, then that's better. truth hurts, but lies are more painful. and i don't want to get immersed in lies only he can make me believe.

i don't wanna feel this way, but hes making me....

This Is It

Although I like Michael Jackson, I’m not really a huge fan of him. I like his songs, but I’m not head over heels for him.

Until I saw his This Is It movie which featured the videos of his latest concert rehearsals before he died.

I’m still not a huge fan of him but I’ve realized how much he touched peoples’ lives not only with his music, but also with his personality.

Michael wasn’t just born to entertain his fans, but he was born to give INSPIRATION to people in every walks of life around the world.

We’ll truly miss your legend, MJ. :)