Saturday, September 09, 2006

Love Story in Harvard - Kim Rae Won and Kim Tae Hee



Kim Tae Hee - Lee Soo In (Allison Lee)

Kim Rae Won - Kim Hyun Woo (Dustin Kim)




Their relationship started from a misunderstanding when a Korean Law School representative came into Harvard and met a medical student.

Kim Hyun Woo felt so lucky when he was accepted at Harvard Law School. He worked hard to surpass the course, even the most toxic professor of the school.

Here he met another Korean girl whom he thought was working around Harvard as a prostitute, knowing later on that this girl Lee Soo In indeed was a student at Harvard Medical School.

Beeing so poor but with a gentle heart, Soo In worked as a volunteer in the Medical school to help sick people as well as to support her education.

Her relationship with Hyun Woo was prompted when hyun Woo won the mock trial against fellow Korean Hong Jung Min.

Hyun woo and Soo In have been so happy together but some circumstance brought them apart for quite a long time.

Going back to Korea as professionals, they were once again brought together by destiny, sparking up another flame between them. This time, Hyun Woo swore not to let go of his angel anymore.

But this isn't the end of their sufferings yet. Soo In has found out she has a terminal illness and will soon die if no further management will be done.

Because of great effort, love for each other and of course pure hearts, Lee Soo In and Kim Hyun Woo were able to surpass all the trials in their lives and managed to keep their bond stronger than before.

The wonder of this story is all about the patience of love and how long a love can wait for that one person it is willing to sacrifice with. Amidst hardship and pain, love will still get in between two people to survive.

Five stars for this series! :D

My Girl - Lee Dong Wook and Lee Da Hae


Starring:

Lee Dong Wook - Seol Gong Chan (Julian Seol)

Lee Da Hae - Ju Yoo Rin (Jasmine Ju)

Park Si Yeon - Kim Sae Hyun (Anika Kim)

Lee Jun Ki - Seo Jung Woo (Nico Seo)

This story started when Ju Yoo Rin acted to go after her boyfriend just to get into the plane where her costumers are supposed to board. This was the time when she met the self-centered stubborn Seol Gong Chan who has seen through her pretentions.

Next stop? Gong Chan was already paying her to act as his long lost youger cousin just to please and to make his grandpa better.

The story went on, Gong Chan was taking care of Yoo Rin until such time that she fell for him which of course shouldn't happen. Little did Yoo Rin know, Gong Chan was also falling for him as well.

Risking everything, they continued on showing each other the love they are feeling until such time that grandpa found out about the pretentions and they were forced to be separated.

However, fate and true love brought them back together, this time, never letting go of each other even if their past have been so full of lies.

This korean series has been full of fun since the beginning then followed up by touching sad scenes toward the end, leading to a HAPPY ENDING...


We think it's just like the typical series that ends up the way it should end up. Indeed, it is. But what makes this series one of a kind? The way the story was carried out and because of the actors who are extraordinary in their acting.

Lee Dong Wook played the stubborn but very funny Seol Gong Chan and Lee Da Hae played Ju Yoo Rin, a poor, lying, bubbly but very loving girl. Fate met them up but choice brought them together.

This series shows us how two different worlds can be together if choice will be made and of course, love is indeed inportant to make a lasting relationship.

Five stars for this series!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Pain of Poverty

It was our last day of duty in Toril Proper for our Community Health Nursing. We were supposed to have some culmination activity for the community to enjoy.

But something shocked us as we arrived in our community. Houses were broken down by Gaisano's demolition team. It was a surprise seeing that those houses were still standing up the day before then now, you can see nothing but all foundations left, being hammered down.

This is one example of the pain of poverty. Of course, these people have nowhere to go now that their houses were destroyed. I understand the owner because in the first place, these people are just squatting. But what pains me is seeing the hopelessness on their faces, destroying their own houses since that'll what happen.

These people haven't been promised for a relocation. No one knew where they would go. They have been promised with it before, but it sisn't turn out good. Now, seeing them grathering all their things, saying goodbye to what they once called home is what really pained me a lot.

Even though they do not have their own place to build a house in, these peiople still have feelings and even though I saw the smiles on their faces as they left, I still know that deep inside them, the pain they feel is as worse as the way their houses are destroyed

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Just Like Heaven

It has been a while since I've seen movies. And when I borrowed a DVD of Just Like Heaven from my friend, I never knew that I would fall in love with this one.

This movie stars Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo who both came from two different worlds.

Reese plays a very busy Doctor, Elizabeth Masterson who devoted all her life in the hospital. She has no husband, no family to take care of. she only has her sister whom she seldom visits because of her schedule.

One night after she was accepted in her hospital as an Attending Physician, she met an accident on her way home.

Three months after, David (Mark Ruffalo) arrived at san Francisco and rented a nice little apartment owned by Elizabeth. There he started seeing Elizabeth's spirit who doesn't know she's already dead.

Or was she really dead? As David and Lizzie found out who she really was, they also found out that she isn't dead but on a coma for three months.

They both looked for a way to stop Lizzie's sister from signing the agreement on pulling her life support. Finally, because of his love for Lizzie, he finally decided to steal her body.

As an ending to the movie, Lizzie came back to life when david kissed her lips. But she can no longer remember him. not knowing that only a touch could bring it all back together and that happened.

This movie tells the fun of meeting someone in the afterlife. Or in the present life but not really alive. David and Lizzie were supposed to meet each other through a friend of David and Lizzie's sister the night when she met an accident. They met while Lizzie's on a coma, meaning they really are meant for each other.

See the joy of seeing someone you will love in the future. Even if it's a live person or a spirit.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Tears of the Past are Coming Back in the Present

Pain. People sometimes feel it physically. Well I don't.

But guess what, as I've been through all my sufferings, I've finally learned and realized that physical pain is just a pinch from emotional pain.

Yes I laugh. Yes I joke around. Yes I make people happy. But those people didn't know how I truly feel inside because they do not look beyond what they can see.

I've shed so much tears in the past. I've busied myself with work so I can forget everything.
But why are the tears I shed in the past coming back right now? Why am I so bothered with the person who hurt me, who made me feel that I'm the weakest girl on earth?


Why do I still cry fo rhim? Why do I still think that it could still work for the two of us? He's long gone, he's happy. He doesn't even care about how I feel anymore.

Friendship is all that's left in us, and I should keep it. Keep it although my heart bleeds, keep it although my eyes cry out buckets of tears.

Because only friendship can spare me from dying.

Saturday, March 11, 2006

...so much for being a nurse...

i guess so...many things have changed and now i'm halfway through my course...

but things are startinng to get off-course...stuff are dissolving, my grades aren't getting any good...

jeez, but i still can manage to smile...

yeah, smile...smile though the world is tumbling down...

because only smile can melt away sorrows...

and so i smile...i laugh and i don't cry...

because crying will worsen my burden...

so i smile...

i smile...

i smile...

until my lips stiffened and it'll make me feel crazy...

yeah, i guess i'm going crazy...

Monday, November 28, 2005

The Exorcism of Emily Rose


nurses and nursing students out there, you definitely have to see this movie...this will somehow test your faith between religion and science...got me?...


this is a story about a girl named emily rose who was believed to have epileptic psychotic disorder after experiencing bizarre things in her school dormitory...as a college freshman, she was quite keen about things that happened to her...she then started seeing things, demonic things to be exact...she started seeing people as demons and then she also started to have frequent seizures after having those illusions...


doctors explained that emily was schizophrenic...she was having visual hallucinations and illusions followed by extreme epileptic episodes...


but her family as well as emily thought otherwise...being very religious, they all believed that emily was being possessed by a demon...so then, they called on father moore to check on emily and exorcise her as well...father moore suggested that emily should stop taking her anti-psychotic medications as this would alter her health and make the demonic possessions stronger...they abided, emily giving her full trust to father moore...


nothing happened, though...then emily got into a decision of stopping her medications and the exorcism because according to her, she already accepted her fate of letting the people know that demons really exist...later on, she became weak not to mention she often hurt herself...then she died...


the rose family of course didn't complain after witnessing all the effort of father moore to exorcise the demon out of emily...but the state decided to file a case against father moore...the case was negligence homicide...they believed that emily wasn't possessed but she was really psychotic and epileptic...


science can prove a lot of things...especially her hallucinations/illusions and seizures...during the trial, father moore played a recorded exorcism for the court to hear...in this tape, emily often scream and speak aramaic(ancient language apart from hebrew and latin)...her voice also changes showing that there are 6 demons who possessed her...facts proved that emily was able to speak aramaic because being an active catholic, she studied ancient languages and can speak well with it...they also explained that the changes in her voice can be done by a psychotic patient because they were able to manipulate their vocal chords...


i reckon it's really hard to say which to believe...being a catholic myself, i have reasons to say that i do think emily was really possessed...but on the other hand, being able to grow up in a medical world (i'm a nursing student), many facts proved that emily was just psychotic and sometimes having mood swings...


i'm not saying that i'm actually slipping off from catholicism...my friends even say that i'm near into being an atheist baing the only one who agreed with the atheist's arguement about having no God...well, i was just sticking to the facts because honestly, we can always doubt our beliefs, can't we?...


but according to father moore's lawyer, facts leave no room for possibilities and honestly, facts are more believable that those possibilities that are hard to prove...

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6)


This is the 6th book of the accounts of Harry Potter’s adventure in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry…Havoc and chaos overcame the Wizarding World but then, Harry still went back to Hogwarts for his 6th year with Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger and the other kids as well…

In this book, maturity and adolescence are clearly stated since the students’ stay at Hogwarts have developed love and jealousy…however, the rising of Lord Voldemort in power and the loyalty of his followers hindered Harry and the Order of the Phoenix from having a peaceful year at the school…

Harry’s still a bit haunted by Sirius’s death and some members of the Order and other innocent witches and wizards have been reported lost and dying…Professor Severus Snape’s loyalty has been tested since Narcissa Malfoy asked him to do the Unbreakable Vow with her saying that he should protect her son, Draco Malfoy and whatever it is that the Dark Lord asked Draco to do and he can’t do it, Snape should…

Nobody knows what was Draco Malfoy’s task…all Harry knows is that he has been planning this since before the start of term and he doubted that Draco had been the member of the Death Eaters…

This book will really leave you hanging and anticipating for the upcoming 7th sequel…this book is shorter than the Order and it was more precise…in every chapter, you’ll realize how every witch and wizard in the magical world lie in danger…you’ll keep on asking what would happen next even though it’s already quite obvious….

I can say that the title Half-Blood Prince is quite far-fetched if you really think about the theme of the story but somehow, you’ll realize that the Half-Blood Prince is on either way related to how the story ended…

Let me pick up some lines from the book…this was from chapter 27: The Lightning-Struck Tower:

“We’ve got a problem, Snape,” said the lumpy Amycus, whose eyes and wand were fixed alike upon Dumbledore, “the boy (Malfoy) doesn’t seem able—“
But somebody else had spoken Snape’s name, quite softly.
“Severus…”
The sound frightened Harry beyond anything he had experienced all evening. For the first time, Dumbledore was pleading.
Snape said nothing, but walked forward and pushed Malfoy roughly out of the way. The three Death Eaters fell back without a word. Even the werewolf seemed cowed.
Snape gazed for a moment at Dumbledore, and there was revulsion and hatred etched in the harsh lines of his face.
“Severus…please…”
Snape raised his wand and pointed it directly at Dumbledore.
“Avada Kedavra!”
A jet of green light shot from the end of Snape’s wand and hit Dumbledore squarely in the chest.

Okay, okay…for those who haven’t read the book yet, forgive me for being such a spoiler but honestly, Dumbledore’s death is all over the internet and it is not true that he will come back to life on the 7th book…as Dumbledore mentioned, no spell can bring the dead back to life…so definitely, Dumbledore can never be alive again…

The question is, does Snape really wanted to kill Dumbledore?...is he really back on the dark side?...

Well here is my theory …on the early chapter of the book , Hagrid has mentioned that he overheard Dumbledore and Snape arguing in the forest…I can’t really remember the exact argumemt but as I can remember, Hagrid said that Snape was asking about something and sort of doesn’t want to do what Dumbledore told him to do…Dumbledore got mad and those stuff…so, could it be that Snape has told Dumbledore about Malfoy’s plan of killing him?...and when he said, “Severus…please” did that actually mean that Dumbledore is begging Snape to kill him?...could it be that Dumbledore got angry with Snape because Snape does not want to do what Dumbledore wanted him to do and that is to kill him?...


Oh, this book left us many unanswered questions…mind you, there is no Dumbledore anymore who will do the explaining by the end of the last chapter…in addition, the half-blood prince also showed the life of Lord Voldemort and his parents even before he was born…what he was like before finding out that he was a wizard and what happened during and after his stay at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry…Dumbledore has been away from the castle most of the time and the Order of the Phoenix had been very busy guarding and protecting the whole Magical community…

I guess J.K. Rowling planned to kill Dumbledore because of the prophecy about Harry…this is what the prophecy said:

“The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches…Born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies…And the Dark Lord will mark him as equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not…An either must die in the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survives.”

Harry has always been dependent to Dumbledore ever since he has been accepted at Hogwarts…every year, Dumbledore has to make sure that Harry would end the term alive…but after Harry found out about the prophecy, “…the Dark Lord will mark him as equal…” maybe Dumbledore thought that the time has come for Harry to face the Dark Lord alone…Not that because Dumbledore doesn’t want to face Voldemort anymore but maybe because he knows that Harry Potter will have the power to vanquish Lord Voldemort on his own…Sirius Black and Professor Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore, two of Harry’s most trusted people have died because they just did…they are relly meant to die so that Harry will learn to stand on his own and that Sirius and Dumbledore have confidence in him that he can indeed defeat the Dark Lord without their help…

And by the way, did I mention who the Half-blood Prince is?...hmmm…never mind…I don’t wanna be much of a spoiler anymore…just read the book, you’ll love it…

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince is truly a frustrating book to read yet, it’ll really make you rack your brains for conclusions and theories…plus, after reading this, you will really doubt whether you wanna read the next sequel or not…but honestly, you will really can’t wait for the coming of the 7th book because of the fact that you’re anxious with what’s coming next for Harry now that the only one Voldemort has feared was already gone and that the Hogwarts staff are planning to close the school…

Well, just go on and read the Half-Blood Prince and don’t forget to read the Order of the Phoenix yet before that book…lol!...

Hope you enjoyed reading!.
..

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire


l've seen the movie last saturday at NCCC mall with elai, dhawell, karen, cj, donna, madel, erickson, joseph and matet...then, last sunday, i watched it again with my cousins...
i can say it's too much to watch again considering the amount of money you spend but i can prove that Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is worth watching over and over and over again!...


here are the probable reasons:

1. the Hungarian Horntail scene...that was so far the best scene in the movie for me...that is, the first task...i have never imagined that the horntail moment of harry would be that dangerous but as you watch it, it'll make you hold your breath for about more than 5 minutes, actually...the scene where harry flies above the castle, when he nearly fell, nearly burned his firebolt, damn!...

2. the arrival of beauxbatons academy and durmstrang institute...beauxbatons has been ecompassed with pretty french gurls with their headmistress madame maxime...their very feminine entrance to the great hall caught the attention of gurls and guys alike... now gurls even love imitating their swaying moves with all those butterflies...then comes the handsome durmstrang guys followed by viktor krum and their headmaster igor karkaroff...their macho entrance with that blazing staff and fire makes it even more enchanting...then the dramatic entrance of the bulgarian quidditch team seeker who also happens to be studying in he school made all the gurls scream and freeze in their seats...

3. lord voldemort rising..."bone of the father unwillingly given...flesh of the servant willingly sacrificed...and blood of the enemy forcibly taken...with this, the dark lord shall rise again..." these are the lines of wormtail when he did his ritual of making voldemort rise again...that scene is quite dramatic and the rising of the dark lord is so cool...the summon of the death eaters through the dark mark, it's so essential...plus, i like the scene when voldemort almost forgot about harry...lol!...that was quite funny...

4. cedric diggory's death...exactly as i imagined it on the book, cedric's death really pained the hearts of the viewers... the way i've cried in the book is nothing as the way i've cried in the movie...cedric digorry landing lifeless on the graveyard with his eyes open was so emotional...i could cry over and over again as i watch it...

5. the yule ball...who could forget it?...krum inviting hermione, cedric inviting cho and harry, being with parvati patil...the dancing part is so nice and who couldn't miss hagrid and maxime?...that sucks but was way funny!...then the heated row between ron and hermione clearly shows the adolescence stage of the characters...

finally, who couldn't miss the hottest guy in the movie?...STANISLAV IANEVSKI, the bulgarian actor who played viktor krum...every gurl who have seen the movie can't help saying that they admire the gym enthusiast bulgarian a lot...

whew!...i admit, i'm kinda frustrated with the movie because there are a lot of scenes that i expected to see which were not shown in the film...the second task is quite boring and the maze in the third task did not contain the creatures that i was dying to see such as the blast-ended skrewt and of course, the sphinx...only viktor krum was the catch but he looks so good we can't blame him...lol!...then there were fewer scenes with voldemort ...the imperius curse moment was not included...then the scene with mad-eye in his office after harry got back , there were also lesser explanations...all we found out there was that moody put harry's name in the goblet, he made sure that harry could pass through the 2 tasks until he could reach the third...he didn't even mention that he was the one who turned the triwizard cup into a portkey which transported harry and cedric to the graveyard at little hangleton...the veritaserum didn't do much work, and there was no dementor giving crouch the kiss...even dumbledore didn't explain further why as voldemort got drops of harry's bllod, he could already touch him and why he cannot before...

well, that was kinda frustrating but if you'll think of the possibilities of making it worth a watch and if you're just a naturally harry potter fanatic, definitely you will love this fourth sequel the way you loved the other prequels!...

HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE
definitely owns!...


Saturday, November 05, 2005

the real me in a fantasy world...


er, not much of a blog, though...
i'm just who i am...i'm just who you wanted me to be...i live in a world of fairy tales where i try to pretend to be what i'm not but then i just end up snapping back to reality being who i really am...
i just can't figure out why tough girls like me get weak and hurt a lot by the people we love...
oh well, i guess it's just as fair as saying, "can i have the side of your donut?"
ÜÜÜ

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hey, It Does Not Hurt Anymore

I never thought I would be this happy...I never thought I would be this strong...When you started hitting me on the back, I thought the pain won't subside, I thought the wounds won't heal but hell, it did!...I didn't know that I could do it...Well, with the help of my friends and of God, of course!...You do not invade my mind anymore, you do not make me cry anymore, I do not hurt when i see you with her anymore and I thought it's gonna be doomsday forever...Now I know you're not gonna be the reason for me to fail...I've learned to accept averything and I've learned to let you go...Thanks to you, too...You finally removed the chain that attached me to you...You gave me back the key to re-open my heart and now I'm ready to forget everything and love again...I can't deny the fact that you left a scar in my heart when you wounded it but I know as time goes by, the scars will disappear leaving my heart as full as before I met you...Whew, for a long time I thought I would not be able to let you go or it'll take years or what but in the shortest time I did..Now I've proven I'm still strong enough...Thank you for teaching me everything I have to learn in life...You will still be in my heart but now I will not crave for you...Bye2!...ÜÜÜ

Saturday, October 15, 2005

How to Get Over the Thing Called LOVE

5. Say goodbye but never say hello again

4. Forget but never regret

3. Pick up the pieces but never put them back

2. Feel the pain but never keep it

FINALLY...

1. Move on...

Trust me, it works...ÜÜÜ

DotA-allstars...Am I Addicted?...

Tell me, am I?...I've started playing it with my friends...Erm, using the ugliest characer I've ever seen...Medusa, the Gorgon...hehehe...Was a noobie at first...Didn't now how to level up, didn't know what items to buy and how to buy them...All I know is I have to kill and survive...Then things became clear as I continued playing...Second game, I switched to Rylai Crestfall the Crystal Maiden...I liked using her with all her Frost Nova and Freezing Field ability...But was still a noobie...Then I switched to Kardel Sharpeye the Dwarven Sniper...Er, can't remember his abilities...Never liked him...

Finally, I found someone that could make me feel at ease...Akasha the Queen of Pian...Nice abilities...Blink, Shadow Strike, Fan of Knives and Sonic Wave...Been using her all the time...Er, still a noobie though...hehehe...Then there was Chen the Holy Knight...He's a nice hero but i didn't quite like him because I didn't know how to use him...I'd rather stick with Akasha...I'm noobier with Chen...hahaha!...

We started playing random ...I picked Rooftrellen the Treant Protector...Nice but very slow...Of course, he's big...Didn't know how to use his abilities, though...Second game...Random again...I got Magina the Anti-Mage...Well, I started to love him...He's got unique abilities...All has to do with mana...Loved his Mana Drain, Blink, Spell Shield and Mana Void...But he was a weakling on the first game and I usually get killed...hehehe...Noobie again as i say...The next day , we palyed random again...I got Bone Clinkz the Bone Fletcher...Oooohhh...Random is nice because I got to use new heroes...Bone Clinkz is cool!...With his Windwalk ability, together with his Strafe, Searing Arrows and the coolest ultimate he's got, Death Pact...Nice hero especially with a desolator, he can cast colorful arrows...Nice...
So, after so many randoms, picks and all, I got stuck with the Bone Fletcher...He doesn't look good, though...He's skeletal......He's amazing especially if I get to buy most of the items that he needed...Now he's my character..I'm still a bit noobie, though but I'm not getting killed often now and I can already kill heroes...My goal soon, become GODLIKE and be on a KILLING SPREE!...hahaha!...ÜÜÜ


Anyway, addiction...hmmm...Only DotA can convince me to go out of the house nowadays even if I do not have classes...Only DotA makes me forget my problems and even though I have appointments, when my friends say we'll play DotA, I'll cancel all for DotA...God I love this game...I'm always stuck in front of the computer surfing dotaportal.com for guides and item builds...Nice game...I love it totally!...I never thought I would spend my money for this kind of computer game...I admit, I'm getting addicted and I won't stop until i Meet my goal...

After meeting my goal, I still won't stop!...hahaha!...Find good DotA players in Boyztrek Jacinto...Cool!...

You've got to love Warcraft III-Defense of th Ancients!...ÜÜÜ

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Getting Over You

Some day I might get over you..
I'm not sure how..
Or because of who..

The days are as long as ever..
And the nights are even more lonely..
This picture of your face haunts me..
Why won't you let me be?

I thought I was doing fine..
And then I looked at the stars..
Because of you my heart is filled with scars..

The pain has become to real..
This is not fair to have to feel..
I miss you..
But I know what I have to do..

So I wipe away another tear..
Knowing my biggest fear has come true.
Today is the day I have to get over you.

Goodbye...

I loved you more than my family,
Follows everything you want me to do
Gives you all the things I can afford
But you only took these things for granted.

By the time that I was getting serious
I knew that you were just playing with me
I never thought that it would end up like this
You broke my heart.

But now I realized I’m more happy without you
It’s the time to go out of your dark shadow
And do better things without you
Starting now and forever … GOODBYE!

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) by Greenday

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
for what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Moving On...

I loved you but you just wasted my time by hurting me...Now I've felt so numb that I can't even feel you presence anymore...I still want to thank you for making me stronger and for teaching me how it is to love and get hurt, how it is to smile and to cry and finally thanks for teaching me to hold on and sooner to let go and MOVE ON leaving you a mile behind...Goodbye...

Wish You Can Save Me

I wish you were here to ease my pain...You said that you'll be by my side to wipe my tears when they fall...Many tears already fell yet you're not here...My heart is already bruised and painful yet you're not around to comfort me...I do not need anybody but you to be with me and make me smile...I need you to be right next to me and watch me cry...I'm already falling into peices but you can still save me and put me back together again...I just wish you will be too fast for that...

Cannot Let Go

Now I can say that I'm already fine, that I'm moving on...but why is it that everytime i see them together it still hurts a lot?...Why is it that everytime I think of him, i still cry?...Why is it that as time runs by, he's still on my mind?...Why is it that everytime i see him, i still get weak?...Does it mean that i still love him and i still cannot let him go?...:'c