Thursday, December 30, 2010

I know the truth, so I don't need to explain myself. Believe what you want, it's gunna be your problem from now on. :|

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

I am going to sleep in my sister's bedroom because my cat Simbi was sleeping in my bed, and I wanted him to have the whole bed for himself. :D

Monday, December 27, 2010

Mission again tomorrow.

So yeah. I should be sleeping right now because I was already very sleepy since this morning. :))

Good night, maybe! :D

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Just got home from our pamamasko and pabertdey. :))

And I had to wake up at 6 in the morning laterz for our CRIADOS Seminar. So help me, God. :))

Good mornight! Just harvesting my crops in Facebook then off to bed.

Thanks for all the likes to my posts! Mucho Amor! ♥

Goin' Christmas Visiting.. :D

We’re going to my uncle’s house tonight. teehee.

Why the hell is Davao city as hot as hell? Did I say hell twice? Oh no, thrice! hahahah! :))

Tata! See you when I get back! :D

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Leftover Bulalo Steak for our Christmas lunch. YUMMM ♥
I spent my Christmas in a short hair...

And right now, I’m terribly missing my long hurr…TERRIBLY! :))

Friday, December 24, 2010

Finished with our Noche Buena. Very simple yet peaceful. Happy 2010, Jesus Christ! :D
Just got back home from Church. Can't wait for 12 midnight. Can't wait for my Paella! Weee!!! :D

Happy Birthday, Jesus! :D

I'm going to Church in an hour. Happy birthday, Jesus! :D
Nadagma ku ug bongga ganinang kadlawon. Result, I have a huge gash on my knee...G'bye smoothie. :))

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I am that kind of person who apologizes when I know it was my fault. But if it isn't...Then you go to hell until you learn how to apologize to me!

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

The Chronicles of Villa Christina

  • I went to school for our thesis, but I was late because I still had to wait for my money to arrive so I could pay for our contribution.
  • Sephy and I met in school, then we went to AdDU so I could pay my 3, 000 to my grupmates.
  • We had lunch at Syms in Ateneo.
  • Sephy and I went to Victoria Plaza to check out some presents to buy for our Christmas Party
  • Ben met with us there to buy Teban her presents.
  • We then went to Gaisano Mall at around 3 pm after Sephy bought her stuff.
  • We spent at least 2 hours looking for presents there, then spent another hour lining up to buy my present.
  • We were supposed to have our presents wrapped however, the line was so long and it was already 7 in the evening.
  • We left Gaisano Mall at around seven.
  • We waited for Sephy at McDonald’s MTS.
  • We went home so I could grab my things then stayed there for a few minutes to devour on ou Tuna Longganisa and Tuna Shanghai
  • Then the journey to Villa Christina began
  • We arrived around 9 in the evening, then had dinner, the little exchange-gift party and then boozed all night with a twist. :D
  • We went to sleep at around 5 in the morning and woke up at 8 to enjoy the pool.
  • Loads of fun stuff happened and funny presents appreciated. :D
  • BEST CHRISTMAS PARTY EVER! :D
I had one of the best Christmas Parties with my Aceter friends. E-V-E-R! :D

Monday, December 20, 2010

I just got home from our Ace Terhaye Villa Christina overnight. :D

Saturday, December 18, 2010

I just got home from a girls' night out. I'm fulfilled. :))
Thank God the week is done, I feel like a zombie gone back to life!

YAY! It’s the weekend and party’s coming! :D

I'm harvesting my goods before leaving for a weekend party! :))

Friday, December 17, 2010

Holidays, OMG! You're here! I can't believe you're finally here!!! :))
HOLIDAYS...

One more exam to go and I’m almost there. Yes, a little more patience and prayers that these damn exam-induced pimples will go away! :))

Thursday, December 16, 2010

I'm so sleepy! Serotonin on the rise! :))
I am not going to eat dinner anymore. And I am also not going to eat breakfast tomorrow...

Had a very, very, very, very heavy meal at Ahfat for lunch!

  • Garlic Chicken
  • Spicy Spare Ribs
  • Crabmeat Fooyong
  • Claudine Beans
  • 8 Treasure Soup
  • Seafood Dumpling Noodles
  • Shrimp Balls
  • Rice
  • Fried Milk

…and only seven of us ate everything. DEAD… :))

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I just found out about the acquisition of Hubert Webb and his fellow suspects on the Vizconde Massacre...

I really can’t comment much. All I know is that a lot of evidences point to Hubert Webb as innocent, including statements from several credible witnesses about his presence in the United States the time the crime happened.

But whether he and his friends are innocent or not, 15 years of pending case is just a proof that justice in our country has never improved even in the new Century.

And I still hope that the police will try their best to find the real suspects for the crime, Lauro Vizconde has suffered enough for the last 2 decades.

I'm going to study for Parasitology Laboratory because I didn't feel like I had it in college. In fact, I had...I just didn't feel it. :))

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I'm done for the night. Will sleep early so I could go to school early tomorrow. :D
I have a lot to look forward to on the weekends...

  • The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
  • CRIADOS Seminar
  • Weekend after-party
  • Class Christmas Party
  • Ace Terhaye Family Christmas Party
  • NO CLASSES!!!
  • Not seeing that bitch for a couple of weeks! :))

Monday, December 13, 2010

I'm fighting the urge to lie down in the couch and succumb to REM for 30 minutes. Must not...Must not...Must resist! :))

Sunday, December 12, 2010

I'm going to Jollibee, Buhangin tonight for a study session. Looking forward to the weekends. BADLY! :))

Friday, December 10, 2010

The 5-peso Cellphone Charm I bought at the Agdao Public Market. It's sort of a souvenir from the place. :))

I have learned today that a Cheese Cloth is the English term for SAKO NG HARINA! :))

Jeanette and I went to Uyanguren, not knowing what we were supposed to be looking for. We needed the cheese cloth for our gumamela extraction to be used in our research.

We went around asking if their shop has a cheese cloth available. Since we didn’t know what a cheese cloth was, we went to the hardware, merchandise shop, fruit stand, and the textile section at NCCC.

Then our group leader told us to go to Agdao, so we did. We went to the public market and started asking around again. We asked in the bakeshop, the store for animal feeds, and even the rice grain stand.

BUT NO ONE KNEW WHAT A CHEESE CLOTH WAS!

So Jeanette and I decided to rest for a while and I asked Weng what cheese cloth was. I laughed at his reply, because we had the right suspicion all along. A cheese cloth is the english term for SAKO NG HARINA!

Laughing at our ignorance and sighing with relief, we went inside the market and was finally able to buy the ever evasive cheese cloth! :))

Plus, we bought some souvenir from the market. A cellphone chain worth 5 pesos. That’s right. FIVE PESOS! :D

Thursday, December 09, 2010

Will watch Saw 3D on DVD first before studying for the Pharmacology quiz tomorrow. Motivation, I like. :D

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

I want to watch The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader on 3D. Please, please, please! :D

Sunday, December 05, 2010

No, yelling won't do us any good. It would only make things worse. Silence isn't better either, it would only give our minds some space to think about what we'll yell.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

I'm supposed to go out today, pero hindi pa ako makaalis dahil ayokong ma behind sa mga bagay-bagay. hahaha!! But I need to go. In 30 minutes, maybe. :D

Friday, December 03, 2010

Instead of making a Snowman, can I make a SANDMAN instead? :))

Can’t wait for the BEACH! :D

I hope I could keep my promise for tomorrow. I'll be an extreme bitch if I'll break it again. :D

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Commitment is the hardest thing to do. You can have several excuses on why you can't commit, but lying about it is another thing. Sometimes, people don't realize how much they are losing because they can't commit the hell out of themselves.
I have a freakin' headache! My head feels like it has been blown to shatter with a helium! :(

Monday, November 29, 2010

I'm going to watch Easy A with Alex, and probably Kim and Caloy. :D

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Matanglawin! :D

I watched Kuya Kim’s Matanglawin episode this morning where he featured his heart procedure. After the clot was taken out and the perforation was covered up, the doctors woke Kuya Kim and he talked to the camera Matanglawin-mode.

He amazed me, really! :D

Saturday, November 27, 2010

I was supposed to watch the Deathly Hallows with Alex today, but I ran some other important errands today. :(
I already wanted to finish transferring all my photos so I could go back to watching my American TV series. :D

Friday, November 26, 2010

I'll be out for the whole day tomorrow. Will be going to Sta. Cruz, Davao del Sur for my first CRIADOS Medical Mission. :D

Thursday, November 25, 2010

You really can't conceal your true colors, can you?

Kahit anong tagong gawin mo, lalabas at lalabas talaga eh. Tsk tsk…

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

LEFT: Alex Watson - Emma Watson’s brother.

RIGHT: Steven R. McQueen - Jeremy Gilbert in The Vampire Diaries.

Is it just me, or they have little similarities? :D

I think Alex Watson looks like Steve R. McQueen. No? :D
I'm uploading some pictures from my phone that I forgot to transfer ages ago. :))

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

I'm going to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows again on Saturday with Alex. Then I'm defo watching SAW 3D on the 24th! :D
I'm currently addicted to City of Wonder. Pauso kase mga friends ko. hahaha!! :D

Monday, November 22, 2010

Insomnia...Please let me sleep...Please! See, I'm not drinking coffee or anything. So please, pretty please!!!! :|

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I'm having a HANGOVER... Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows hangover! hahaha!! I can't wait for the second half. I know this is gunna be the most epic finale of all time! :D
I've seen Jake Cuenca at Gaisano Mall this afternoon and OMG! He's sooooooooooo handsome! He looks a hundred times more handsome than in television! I wasn't even able to control myself. hahaha! :))

Friday, November 19, 2010

Emma Watson is so beautiful...Really, really, really beautiful. Yung tipong....Ang ganda, ang ganda-ganda. :))

Pallor...

Darleen made fun of me because I was pale kanina. hahaha! Kaulion na jud kaayo ku, pero nag lecture pa before nag quiz. I was already feeling hot, so nalaklakan ko nanaman ng 500mg na Ibuprofen. Pwede mag sorry? I don’t wanna get sick kay mutan-aw pa ko Harry Potter ugma. :))

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Oh mahygehd! Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows na, but I can't watch tonight because we have a quiz tomorrow, and I can't watch tomorrow because we have a quiz on Saturday. :( So sa Saturday na lang. Tagal naman... :(
I have a fever. Nalaklakan ko na kaninang tanghali ng 1000 mg na Paracetamol then another 250 mg na Ibuprofen pag uwi. Masakit ang tiyan ko, nasusuka ako, nahihilo ako. Sara umabsent bukas pero may quiz. :(

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Happy Birthday Benny! :D

Emo-themed balloons and message card! hehehe. :D Gave him a baseball cap from Converse as a present. Then we had dinner at Boodel’s.

It was actually a late birthday celebration since Benny’s birthday was yesterday, November 16, 2010 and it was a holiday tapos umuwi pa talaga siya ng Tagum. hehehe.

So yoon! YAY! :))

Monday, November 15, 2010

I'm downloading Paranormal Activity. Will watch this with Alex. :D

Sunday, November 14, 2010

It's raining really hard, and I don't know how I could go to school... :(
It's raining really hard, and I don't know how I could go to school... :(

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Congratulations, Congressman! :D

AS USUAL. :))

PACQUIAO-MARGARITO Live! :D

Thanks, Live Stream! :D

GOOD LUCK, CONGRESSMAN! :D

And it has started… :D

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Minsan, ginagawa mo ang isang bagay upang panindigan ang isang salitang una mo nang nabitiwan.

Pero hindi sa lahat ng panahon ay tama ang paninindigan mo, lalo na kung walang sapat na dahilan upang gawin mo ito.

Sa totoo lang, wala talaga akong makitang dahilan kung bakit kailangan mong sirain ang pagkakataon na makilala ang tunay niyang pagkatao.

Walang rason ang pinapakita mo sa ibang tao maliban na lang sa katotohanang gusto mo lang panindigan ang noo’y pinaniniwalaan mo, dahil ayaw mong aminin sa sarili mo na oo, nagkamali ka.

I don't know kung tuloy ang quiz bukas sa Pharmacology. Sana hindi matuloy, pero mag aaral pa den ako...hehehe. :D

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The question was "Give one clinical manifestation of Trichomonas Vaginalis" and Eddieboy answered, "Macrogamete" OMG!!!! :))

Tuesday, November 09, 2010

Going to school in a moment. Just waiting for my uniform to dry by iron. hahahaha! :))
I'm up to my second reading in intestinal protozoa. Dili makaya ang mga phyla, genus, ug unsa pa. hahahaha!!! :))

Monday, November 08, 2010

Super late ako nagising! 7am na!!!! :( Di tuloy ako makakapasok sa lecture, sa laboratory na lang. Damn insomnia!!! :(
I'm transferring photos from Photobucket to Fotki. I didn't realize I kept photos dated back in 2002. So nice to see them again and sort them. :D

Sunday, November 07, 2010

I will study for the exam tomorrow after dinner. heheheh..I'll abuse my insomnia! :))
I'm planning to get a henna of the Dark Mark before the screening of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows on the 18th. Then maybe I can use it as a free pass to the movie house. :))

Friday, November 05, 2010

I just discovered that America's Next Top Model where Anya Kop posed for 7Up season was aired in 1998. Kakaraan ba sa cable oi!! :))
Hindi pa rin ako maka get over sa super orgasmic snore ni Darleen kagabe! hahahaha!! You are the best ever!!! :))

Linmarr Night. :D

Another fun night spent with my Innova Family! One room transformed into a salon, and the other transformed into an awesome theater! :D

We watched movies, had our nails done, ate a bunch of noodles, made drinks, had a karaoke and simply had funny conversations and little silence. :D

It felt like we were staying in the apartelle for a week or something because we were all filled with groceries, appliances and even beddings. LOL!

It was really fun! I really couldn’t have any boring moment with the Innova Family. Thanks so much for the fun night, and a very memorable stay! :D

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

I watched Coming Soon for the second time. This time with kuya. hehehe. :D

Do you really want to see me die??? :))

I just felt lucky. :D

I could take this one subject I thought would have a conflict with the other one, and yes, we don’t have an exam tomorrow!

HORROR MOVIE TIME!!! :D

Sunday, October 31, 2010

A Horror on Halloween! :D

Just finished watching “Coming Soon” :D For the first time since I’ve learned to watch Asian Horror movies, I screamed at some scenes in the movie and I defo give it a 5-star rating.

Honestly, it wasn’t the usual horror flick we watch every time. It has a totallydifferent plot, story, and even setting.

I’ve been a fan of Thai movies ever since I’ve seen Alone, and at first I thought Coming Soon was in English. :D

So yeah, it was all worth it and it’s got just enough scare factor to make me cover my mouth and scream. hehehehe. :D

COMING SOON

I’m going to watch Coming Soon later tonight para maka relate ako sa mga taong nagsasabi na nakakatakot daw. I really hope it is scary. :D

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Mosquitoes and colored hair. :D

I just got home from the cemetery where we celebrated my grandma’s 12th death anniversary. I forgot that it wasn’t Halloween yet, and I had my hair sprayed with a washable hair color and I donned a pink hat for the occasion. lol! Dapat pala, sa November 1 pa. :))

And what’s worse…While we were having our quai-picnic mode at the cemetery, the mosquitoes had a huge party and the venue were my legs. hahahahaha!!! :))

Friday, October 29, 2010

Early to bed. :D

When I was younger, I used to sleep really early because I had nothing to do when night comes. Today, kids stay up late because there are cellphones and internet that keep them up all night. :D

Chikapoopoo!!! :D

Went to surprise Doc Butch for his birthday tonight. It was such a scene! hehehehe. Had so much fun welcoming his birthday at Casa de Amigos! I’ve learned a lot about Chikapoopoo and Losar-Tan! How educational! hehehe. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DOC BUTCH! Thanks for the fun night! :D

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I'm in the mood for vintage movies. :D

  • Somewhere in Time (1980)
  • Ghost (1990)
  • Love Story (1970)
  • The Mirror Has Two Faces (1996)
  • Chances Are (1989)
  • Moonstruck (1987)
  • Only You (1994)
  • Misery (1990)
  • The Game (1997)
  • Heaven and Earth (1993)

And my sister and I are still thinking of more movies from decades ago to watch. :D

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I'm extremely dreading a disappointing point in time. :(

I’m on Joey Potter mode…

Someone has caught my Dawson Leery’s eyes. I don’t know much about her, but I knew enough. She’s sort of my friend, so I don’t really know how to treat her. Should I hate her, on which I know I don’t have the right? Should I be friendly to her, on which I know I will only be pretending? Should I ignore her, on which I know I can’t? Besides, she’s going to be my future best friend-in-law.:|

Sunday, October 24, 2010

I'm currently watching The Transformers 2 on HBO. :D
I bought this Gourmet Picks Wasabi and Nori & Kimchi flavors from Oishi. I hope it's worth the price. :D
Lucky Me Jamppong...Nasa pouch na! :D

Saturday, October 23, 2010

Party. :D

It was an awesome party at Hybrid last night with my most favorite people and new friends for company! :D

One more tonight, yes??? :D

Friday, October 22, 2010

Jay Sean... :D

Crush na crush ko talaga si Jay Sean simula nung makita ko ang nag-uumapaw na abs niya sa music video niya ng Down. hahahaha! :))

OMG!!!!!!!!!!

My Youtube account was terminated because of COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT when I didn’t even post anything that wasn’t mine. All my videos I posted in Youtube were personal videos I took myself. DAMN THOSE STUPID YOUTUBE PEOPLE!!! I hope they die…

Ok, I know I was overreacting, but I’ve had that account for already 4 years, and I’ve uploaded lots of videos in there that I couldn’t access anymore…SHIT!!!! :|

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Currently...

  • Downloading Season 1 of One Tree Hill
  • Watching Fringe Season 1, Episode 3
  • Watching Dawson’s Creek Season 4, Episode 11
  • Watching House MD Season 3, Episode 16
  • Enjoying a day of just staying at home and not worrying about anything
  • Eating Mr. Chips and drinking Coke
  • Recovering from a bad bout of Flu although I still feel sick
  • Trying to keep my hands from itching so much
  • Sem Break! :D

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I was meant to go to SM for that Pharmacology Fair thingy, but I got stuck on the internet downloading and watching online streams...:))
I was meant to go to SM for that Pharmacology Fair thingy, but I got stuck on the internet downloading and watching online streams...:))
Current Fact: AYOKONG PUMUNTA SA PHARMACOLOGY THINGY BUKAS SA SM....DEMMIT!!!! :|

OVERTIME :D

I just got home from an extensive overtime at Imageworld for MedFiles. :D It was really exciting and I can’t wait to see the final output on Friday. Didn’t know I could be a part of a glam magazine staff. It made me believe that I could be something I never thought I could be!

BONGGANG BONGGANG BONGALO! :))

Sunday, October 17, 2010

I woke up late yesterday then I slept all afternoon and still, I was so sleepy at night. Guess I have to take back all my sleepless nights.

Pictorial...

Will have a pictorial for the magazine later. I feel like we’re already making a career out of it. Malay mo, it could be a fall back from MedSchool. :D

Friday, October 15, 2010

It's SEM BREAK! Can't have any other better 2-weeks off than now. School's out, and the real work begins! :D
And it's confirmed! Twister Fries is back in McDonald's! YAY!!!! :D

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Steve McQueen

So, I just found out that Dr. House named his newfound rat after Steven R. McQueen’s grandfather. Steven R. McQueen is popularly known to play the character of Jeremy Gilbert in the series The Vampire Diaries. :D

Tuesday, October 12, 2010


I hate to admit this but yes, LSS ko ngayon ‘tong kantang ‘to. What the heck???? :))

Who Owns My Heart - Miley Cyrus

Monday, October 11, 2010

It's sad when you've learned to live your life with someone and you finally end up being strangers. :|

Laboratory...

So I remembered I needed to have my lab work done for the School Nurse to sign my clearance. That’s the only thing impeding me from finishing that stupid clearance. And yeah, I thought I was done with it after college. :))

Status Quo.

Not because you see something extraordinary, you find it cute. And not because people think it’s cute means that it really is. The reason why you’re given a brain is for you to actually think on your own, make your own judgement and air out your own opinion. You don’t really need to stick to the status quo just to be accepted. All you need to do is be yourself and make people think that you aren’t existing for their benefit, but for your own. :D
I'm still up and finishing the topics for the finals in Pharmacology. I'll just run through the topics for Prelims and Midterms, though. :D

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I've been told about the last thing I'll ever want to be told about... :(
I'm moving forward with a new found peace of mind. :D

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Just finished watching Grilled Cheesus. :D Loved Brittany in the last part of the episode. :D
I'm going to spend the whole week staying up really late and trying to succumb to studies. :D
I had fun with the Mini OR Photoshoot earlier this afternoon and the last minute edits for my articles. :D

Friday, October 08, 2010

I'm back to spending a sleepless night, studying outside the house. I missed this. :D

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Tiny Kitchen. :D

Jude, Rachel and I went to different restaurants and coffee shops this afternoon for an interview and some photoshoots to be featured in our magazine.

One restaurant to be featured is Tiny Kitchen, a little restaurant that served Spanish cuisine and awesome desserts.

This was the most accommodating restaurant we’ve been in. The owner gave us a chance to find out about the brief history of his restaurant and their best sellers. Plus, we get to take home a caramel chocolate cake as freebies!

God, I loved it! :D

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

I'll be out for some Grilled Cheesus tonight! Oh yeah! Can't wait! :D
Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong! :D

Monday, October 04, 2010

I was really happy last night. Doc Valdez treated me at Coco's for a birthday burger with Teban and Jude. :D
I've finished making the article for CHED. Pressure makes one work better. :D

Sunday, October 03, 2010

I'm very sleepy, but I have a lot of stuff to occupy my mind right now. :D

Friday, October 01, 2010

Currently...

  • Downloading Vampire Diaries Season 2, Episode 4
  • Downloading Fringe Season 1
  • Buffering Dawson’s Creek Season 3 Episode 17
  • Making a project that’s not school related
  • Talking to Kim
  • Eating chips
  • Wondering what to watch: The Legend of the Guardians or Residet Evil 4
  • Snapping out of shock after realizing that I only have one more week left before the final exams. EPIDEMIOLOGY SUICIDE!

I will be cutting, pasting, and tying a ribbon around the sweetness of the world. :D

Did my best to hide the true meaning of the message. :D

KEELEEGZZZZZ....

Palpitations, hyperventilation, excessive sweating, dizziness…CAN’T THINK RIGHT.

High school much? :))

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Just finished watching the Brittany/Britney episode. :D

Seriously, I think Heather Morris should get more pop solos next time. She may not have the Diva voice, but she can sing, alright. :D

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Baked Macaroni...Savoring, tasting, making it last. Well, there's always the durian when everything else fails. :))

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

VIDEOKE TIME!!! \m/
I kinda miss the alone times I used to spend together with him. I don't know if that'll happen again though. It's frustrating how the world turns around like this. :|
I'll be watching Despicable Me and Resident Evil sometime this week. :D
Because I just realized that you actually missed me, a smile spread across my face. :D

Monday, September 27, 2010

How good would it feel if I could just tell my mum every single emotion I have in me. Then maybe things would be a little lighter. :(
How can someone be such a hypocrite as if she didn't do what she was accusing someone to be doing? :|

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Helps.

My friend and I are currently watching Season 2, Episode 14 of House MD. I commented that the old man in the series was having an Absence Seizure, and Dr. Foreman confirmed it.

Helps to sit in Neuroscience classes, I guess. :D

Do they, really?

I was talking to a friend of mine yesterday, and we sort of talked about my problem. She asked if “they” already know and I said they do. She asked me what “they” said about it and I gave it a thought. Nothing, really. They just looked at me, told me that they sympathize with me, then would go back to what they were doing like nothing really happened.

I guess it’s because they have more things to actually put their minds on, but I just wished they matched their words to their actions. I really couldn’t remember myself trying to ignore someone who’s just been into rough times and it felt really unfair that I didn’t feel anything from them on it.

Like what I’ve said, it’s one thing when they told me they care, it’s another when I see in their actions that they actually don’t. :| No, they don’t care. They just want me to know that they do because they think that’s the right thing.

As I’ve spent all my hours alone, thinking of them and what they did to my life, I only came into a conclusion that maybe they loved me and cared for me because they could get all the fun and love from me in return.

Now that I lost all those bubbly-ness in me because of my little problems, they turn me away because I’m not the same old fun me anymore…

Forget it.

I am self diagnosed with Anterograde Amnesia. Take note of the termself-diagnosed. In layman’s terms, it’s what you call Short-term Memory Loss.

I have various degrees of forgetfulness, and I was only able to have a vivid memory after several exposures or long term experience.

I was never any good at memorizing directions or even following them. I’d go to a place once and I swear I wouldn’t be able to go there alone for the second time. I would need at least a twenty to fifty times of recurrent visits with someone who knows the place entirely.

I tend to forget to do what I had planned to do 10 minutes ago. They say it happens to most people; that you just need to retrace your steps and you would remember what you were supposed to do. I’m different. I could retrace my steps a hundred times and even just sit around trying to rack my brains, but it would take me another hour to actually recall what I was supposed to do. And by that time, I would have already forgotten the reason why I should do it.

I always do not have any routine every morning, because I need to constantly put a reminder on my desk, telling myself to bring a handkerchief, to remove the plug from the sockets, to wear my wristwatch, to bring my notebooks, and even my cell phone. If by any chance I would forget something important, alas, I would remember about it when I was already down the road, going to where I should be going.

When I get introduced to someone I don’t know, I would forget the name in about 15 seconds, and I would have to ask it again. If by any chance I would see that person alone, never expect me to say hello to that person because technically after the first meeting, I wouldn’t be able to remember that person’s face. I usually upset those kinds of people, but I don’t know if it was my fault, or I shouldn’t just blame myself.

I have a really short attention span. I guess it’s still related and maybe it’s the reason why I tend to forget short term memories. I would freak out that I lost my I.D., or my wallet, or my cell phone because no matter how hard I tried, I could never remember where did I last put them. I forget the topic for a lesson the previous day because I wasn’t listening, not even try. I could memorize a whole chapter in a book but trust me to forget all about it the next day.

I can still enumerate a lot of things that I tend to forget, but I guess I would just make a novel out of it. In my age, I just keep on wondering whether this forgetfulness I experience is just part of my becoming an adult, or it’s really something else I shouldn’t just self-diagnose.

It's one thing when they tell me they care...It's another when I see in their actions that they actually don't. :|

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Congratz to Weng, Shafiq, and Allegre for getting on the 6th place. DMSF, what a pride! :D
I'm too toasted to actually care about what other people are saying right now, so might as well tell them to shut up! :|

Friday, September 24, 2010

I was in Pharmacology suicide this afternoon. Thank you very much.. :D
So, I just found out that Hugh Laurie (Dr. Greggory House) is actually an English who knows how to speak in perfect American accent! I WOWED! :D

Thursday, September 23, 2010

That kid who played a cancer patient in the "Autopsy" episode of House MD Season 2 is Alison DiLaurentis in Pretty Little Liars. Cool! :D
Tonight na pala ang Amazing Race Asia?? Oh gosh! I need to study, but I don't wanna miss it.. :(
YAY! I already have the songs from episode 1 of Glee on my iPod. Pretty. :D
Studying for 3 quizzes for tomorrow. Kill me now, ok! I really don't think I can concentrate on this state of mind...

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I just realized that Part 1 of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows will be on November. Excitement attack currently ongoing! :))
I just realized that Part 1 of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows will be on November. Excitement attack currently ongoing! :))
I have four quizzes tomorrow...I'M FUCKEN' DEAD! :))
I fell in love with that "Big Mouth" guy the moment he strummed his guitar and sang "Billionaire" Damn he's sooo cute! :D
Ok, I admit I loved that "Telephone" showdown in the bathroom with Rachel and Sunshine. Actually, I played it again for like, five times. hahahaha! :))

SUE: Is your Glee Club doing Britney Spears music??
WILL: No…

hahahaha! OMG! That’s toxic Brittany, all right! Can’t wait for this episode! :D
It doesn't make any sense, does it? Or am I just confused? Or you just don't know what I'm talking about...LUNACY... :))

You know what? I sort of wondered about that too. :D

Will watch Glee in about an hour. Download’s taking forever! :))

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

I hope House MD Season 2 will finish downloading by tomorrow. I badly want to start watching it already. :))
I'm trying to play those old Facebook games again. You know, Farmville, Cafe World, the likes...It's been 5 months. :D
I understand...I'm not the one anymore, right? Then stop making me feel like I still am...
And the day ends without anything interesting happening to me. Yeah, the boring circle of life. :|

Monday, September 20, 2010

Ok, so I just found out that James Kyson Lee is actually not Japanese, but he was born a Korean to the name of Lee Jae Hyuk.

Thanks, IMDB. :D

Well, people change, things change. It's inevitable and there's nothing you can do to reverse it. :|

Damn blog statuses...

So, sometimes people think that having blogs is like a way of keeping a journal when they were kids. They write everything but the difference is, in blogs, they post their writings for everybody to read.

People in the blog world know the other is happy, depressed, pissed off, or just feeling bored.

Most people think they can get more appreciated if they write everything that happened to them in day, or that they went to this really fancy restaurant or had a date with a really hot personality.

Some would think they’ll get pity from strangers if they share their recent break-up stories, how they flunk a subject, the dilemma between two lovers, how their families don’t appreciate them.

But most times, some people don’t just care unless they know you from inside out. Some people would just run down the first few words of your blog entry and would then scroll down to find some interesting cute photography, or reblog challenges.

However, don’t you think that with that simple happy thought you share with the world, you could actually inspire someone? That with that really long rant about your filthy rich boyfriend/girlfriend would make another more confident to find his/her own millionaire? Or that with a simple flame about how much you hated your English teacher would have another reader nod and say, “Yes, I feel the same way.”

Things change as technology advances. Before, you used to put a lock on your journal and hide it underneath your mattress and would threaten anyone who dares to read it. Now, you click the POST button on your online blog and let that entry inspire other people or make them believe that they actually aren’t alone in the world. :D

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Writer's Block...Not now, please. :|
Some things just keep coming back no matter how much I try to throw them away... :|
I can't believe Pretty Little Liars Season 1 ended in just 10 episodes! And it was such a cliffy! :))
I wasn't not drunk last night. It was actually an achievement knowing I tend to drink more than I can handle when I'm with my friends. :D

That inspirational GLASS HOUSE. :D

Being inspired is not only a matter of having someone to idolize through his material achievements. Sure, it could be part of it but as you dig deeper, there may be more that meets your eye.

We’ve been to Dr. Arnold T. Pasia’s house yesterday. He’s a Cardiologist and a few years back, he was the one who inspired me to have the same sub-specialization in the future.

At first glance, seeing his house would really make you think, “His job must have made him really rich to be able to have a house built like this.”

But as we explored on how the house was built, what inspired the promising doctor to build it, and even the story behind the architectural design, you’d realize that nothing on the surface could match to how inspiring this house has been both for the family and for those who had the privilege to know its history.

“My inspiration in building this house? I can say that it’s really my FAMILY. I wanted them to have a very comfortable life,” he said in our interview. And all the while he was talking, his wife was beside him, supplying some information that he missed.

The architecture for the house is his brother, whom he paid for to go to college. It was his way of paying back all the time, money and support his brother had given him all throughout and as you look around the house while listening to Dr. Pasia talking about its history, you could also imagine the laughter and love revolving around the place while it was under construction.

True that you needed to have something to be able to do another thing. Dr. Pasia made us believe that somehow, all you really needed is love, and gratitude. :D

Friday, September 17, 2010

No, I'm not fucking up my life. I made some mistakes, alright. But then, I don't think they can mess up my future...

I have this very weird bruise on the dorsal portion of my right hand, near the trapezium. :D

It’s not painful, nor tender. It’s just there, with a very weird color and it’s a little bit swollen. :D
Making someone understand you requires a whole lot of patience...In time, maybe? Yes? :D

There are certain people who annoy and irritate the hell out of you...

HINT: Pharmacology Laboratory…

hahahahaha! Imagine, di pa kame tapos nag experiment, pinapaligpit na kame kase mag q-quiz na daw. Leche! Buti sana kung kame ang gumawa ng procedures. What the hell!!!!! :|

I'm gunna try to study really hard for tomorrow's quiz. I hope I won't disappoint myself. :D
Your calculator is useless, if you do not know what you are solving about. hahahaha! :))

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Earthquake..

I felt it and the others around me didn’t, so I thought I was imagining it. But there really was an earthquake. haha! :))

Monday, September 13, 2010

I'm summarizing Chapter 33 of Goodman and Gilman. Don't wanna be like "Anti-neoplastic Agents" anymore. :))

I just found out that Shay Mitchell of “Pretty Little Liars” is born from a Filipino mother. :D

And here I thought her outstanding beauty is Latina. :))

Tapos ko na ang Heroes series! :D

Yeah, actually, ngayon ko lang na realize na tapos ko na pala ang Heroes series. Hanggang season 4 lang pala siya. I thought may season 5 pa. I’m sooo happy. It’s such an accomplishment. hehehehe.

One series down…Like really down, and a lot more to go.

P.S. The only American series that I’ve finished was Dawson’s Creek. Hanggang Season 6 talaga. And I’m watching it again. hehehe. :D