Monday, November 28, 2005

The Exorcism of Emily Rose


nurses and nursing students out there, you definitely have to see this movie...this will somehow test your faith between religion and science...got me?...


this is a story about a girl named emily rose who was believed to have epileptic psychotic disorder after experiencing bizarre things in her school dormitory...as a college freshman, she was quite keen about things that happened to her...she then started seeing things, demonic things to be exact...she started seeing people as demons and then she also started to have frequent seizures after having those illusions...


doctors explained that emily was schizophrenic...she was having visual hallucinations and illusions followed by extreme epileptic episodes...


but her family as well as emily thought otherwise...being very religious, they all believed that emily was being possessed by a demon...so then, they called on father moore to check on emily and exorcise her as well...father moore suggested that emily should stop taking her anti-psychotic medications as this would alter her health and make the demonic possessions stronger...they abided, emily giving her full trust to father moore...


nothing happened, though...then emily got into a decision of stopping her medications and the exorcism because according to her, she already accepted her fate of letting the people know that demons really exist...later on, she became weak not to mention she often hurt herself...then she died...


the rose family of course didn't complain after witnessing all the effort of father moore to exorcise the demon out of emily...but the state decided to file a case against father moore...the case was negligence homicide...they believed that emily wasn't possessed but she was really psychotic and epileptic...


science can prove a lot of things...especially her hallucinations/illusions and seizures...during the trial, father moore played a recorded exorcism for the court to hear...in this tape, emily often scream and speak aramaic(ancient language apart from hebrew and latin)...her voice also changes showing that there are 6 demons who possessed her...facts proved that emily was able to speak aramaic because being an active catholic, she studied ancient languages and can speak well with it...they also explained that the changes in her voice can be done by a psychotic patient because they were able to manipulate their vocal chords...


i reckon it's really hard to say which to believe...being a catholic myself, i have reasons to say that i do think emily was really possessed...but on the other hand, being able to grow up in a medical world (i'm a nursing student), many facts proved that emily was just psychotic and sometimes having mood swings...


i'm not saying that i'm actually slipping off from catholicism...my friends even say that i'm near into being an atheist baing the only one who agreed with the atheist's arguement about having no God...well, i was just sticking to the facts because honestly, we can always doubt our beliefs, can't we?...


but according to father moore's lawyer, facts leave no room for possibilities and honestly, facts are more believable that those possibilities that are hard to prove...

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6)


This is the 6th book of the accounts of Harry Potter’s adventure in Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry…Havoc and chaos overcame the Wizarding World but then, Harry still went back to Hogwarts for his 6th year with Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger and the other kids as well…

In this book, maturity and adolescence are clearly stated since the students’ stay at Hogwarts have developed love and jealousy…however, the rising of Lord Voldemort in power and the loyalty of his followers hindered Harry and the Order of the Phoenix from having a peaceful year at the school…

Harry’s still a bit haunted by Sirius’s death and some members of the Order and other innocent witches and wizards have been reported lost and dying…Professor Severus Snape’s loyalty has been tested since Narcissa Malfoy asked him to do the Unbreakable Vow with her saying that he should protect her son, Draco Malfoy and whatever it is that the Dark Lord asked Draco to do and he can’t do it, Snape should…

Nobody knows what was Draco Malfoy’s task…all Harry knows is that he has been planning this since before the start of term and he doubted that Draco had been the member of the Death Eaters…

This book will really leave you hanging and anticipating for the upcoming 7th sequel…this book is shorter than the Order and it was more precise…in every chapter, you’ll realize how every witch and wizard in the magical world lie in danger…you’ll keep on asking what would happen next even though it’s already quite obvious….

I can say that the title Half-Blood Prince is quite far-fetched if you really think about the theme of the story but somehow, you’ll realize that the Half-Blood Prince is on either way related to how the story ended…

Let me pick up some lines from the book…this was from chapter 27: The Lightning-Struck Tower:

“We’ve got a problem, Snape,” said the lumpy Amycus, whose eyes and wand were fixed alike upon Dumbledore, “the boy (Malfoy) doesn’t seem able—“
But somebody else had spoken Snape’s name, quite softly.
“Severus…”
The sound frightened Harry beyond anything he had experienced all evening. For the first time, Dumbledore was pleading.
Snape said nothing, but walked forward and pushed Malfoy roughly out of the way. The three Death Eaters fell back without a word. Even the werewolf seemed cowed.
Snape gazed for a moment at Dumbledore, and there was revulsion and hatred etched in the harsh lines of his face.
“Severus…please…”
Snape raised his wand and pointed it directly at Dumbledore.
“Avada Kedavra!”
A jet of green light shot from the end of Snape’s wand and hit Dumbledore squarely in the chest.

Okay, okay…for those who haven’t read the book yet, forgive me for being such a spoiler but honestly, Dumbledore’s death is all over the internet and it is not true that he will come back to life on the 7th book…as Dumbledore mentioned, no spell can bring the dead back to life…so definitely, Dumbledore can never be alive again…

The question is, does Snape really wanted to kill Dumbledore?...is he really back on the dark side?...

Well here is my theory …on the early chapter of the book , Hagrid has mentioned that he overheard Dumbledore and Snape arguing in the forest…I can’t really remember the exact argumemt but as I can remember, Hagrid said that Snape was asking about something and sort of doesn’t want to do what Dumbledore told him to do…Dumbledore got mad and those stuff…so, could it be that Snape has told Dumbledore about Malfoy’s plan of killing him?...and when he said, “Severus…please” did that actually mean that Dumbledore is begging Snape to kill him?...could it be that Dumbledore got angry with Snape because Snape does not want to do what Dumbledore wanted him to do and that is to kill him?...


Oh, this book left us many unanswered questions…mind you, there is no Dumbledore anymore who will do the explaining by the end of the last chapter…in addition, the half-blood prince also showed the life of Lord Voldemort and his parents even before he was born…what he was like before finding out that he was a wizard and what happened during and after his stay at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry…Dumbledore has been away from the castle most of the time and the Order of the Phoenix had been very busy guarding and protecting the whole Magical community…

I guess J.K. Rowling planned to kill Dumbledore because of the prophecy about Harry…this is what the prophecy said:

“The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches…Born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies…And the Dark Lord will mark him as equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not…An either must die in the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survives.”

Harry has always been dependent to Dumbledore ever since he has been accepted at Hogwarts…every year, Dumbledore has to make sure that Harry would end the term alive…but after Harry found out about the prophecy, “…the Dark Lord will mark him as equal…” maybe Dumbledore thought that the time has come for Harry to face the Dark Lord alone…Not that because Dumbledore doesn’t want to face Voldemort anymore but maybe because he knows that Harry Potter will have the power to vanquish Lord Voldemort on his own…Sirius Black and Professor Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore, two of Harry’s most trusted people have died because they just did…they are relly meant to die so that Harry will learn to stand on his own and that Sirius and Dumbledore have confidence in him that he can indeed defeat the Dark Lord without their help…

And by the way, did I mention who the Half-blood Prince is?...hmmm…never mind…I don’t wanna be much of a spoiler anymore…just read the book, you’ll love it…

Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince is truly a frustrating book to read yet, it’ll really make you rack your brains for conclusions and theories…plus, after reading this, you will really doubt whether you wanna read the next sequel or not…but honestly, you will really can’t wait for the coming of the 7th book because of the fact that you’re anxious with what’s coming next for Harry now that the only one Voldemort has feared was already gone and that the Hogwarts staff are planning to close the school…

Well, just go on and read the Half-Blood Prince and don’t forget to read the Order of the Phoenix yet before that book…lol!...

Hope you enjoyed reading!.
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire


l've seen the movie last saturday at NCCC mall with elai, dhawell, karen, cj, donna, madel, erickson, joseph and matet...then, last sunday, i watched it again with my cousins...
i can say it's too much to watch again considering the amount of money you spend but i can prove that Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is worth watching over and over and over again!...


here are the probable reasons:

1. the Hungarian Horntail scene...that was so far the best scene in the movie for me...that is, the first task...i have never imagined that the horntail moment of harry would be that dangerous but as you watch it, it'll make you hold your breath for about more than 5 minutes, actually...the scene where harry flies above the castle, when he nearly fell, nearly burned his firebolt, damn!...

2. the arrival of beauxbatons academy and durmstrang institute...beauxbatons has been ecompassed with pretty french gurls with their headmistress madame maxime...their very feminine entrance to the great hall caught the attention of gurls and guys alike... now gurls even love imitating their swaying moves with all those butterflies...then comes the handsome durmstrang guys followed by viktor krum and their headmaster igor karkaroff...their macho entrance with that blazing staff and fire makes it even more enchanting...then the dramatic entrance of the bulgarian quidditch team seeker who also happens to be studying in he school made all the gurls scream and freeze in their seats...

3. lord voldemort rising..."bone of the father unwillingly given...flesh of the servant willingly sacrificed...and blood of the enemy forcibly taken...with this, the dark lord shall rise again..." these are the lines of wormtail when he did his ritual of making voldemort rise again...that scene is quite dramatic and the rising of the dark lord is so cool...the summon of the death eaters through the dark mark, it's so essential...plus, i like the scene when voldemort almost forgot about harry...lol!...that was quite funny...

4. cedric diggory's death...exactly as i imagined it on the book, cedric's death really pained the hearts of the viewers... the way i've cried in the book is nothing as the way i've cried in the movie...cedric digorry landing lifeless on the graveyard with his eyes open was so emotional...i could cry over and over again as i watch it...

5. the yule ball...who could forget it?...krum inviting hermione, cedric inviting cho and harry, being with parvati patil...the dancing part is so nice and who couldn't miss hagrid and maxime?...that sucks but was way funny!...then the heated row between ron and hermione clearly shows the adolescence stage of the characters...

finally, who couldn't miss the hottest guy in the movie?...STANISLAV IANEVSKI, the bulgarian actor who played viktor krum...every gurl who have seen the movie can't help saying that they admire the gym enthusiast bulgarian a lot...

whew!...i admit, i'm kinda frustrated with the movie because there are a lot of scenes that i expected to see which were not shown in the film...the second task is quite boring and the maze in the third task did not contain the creatures that i was dying to see such as the blast-ended skrewt and of course, the sphinx...only viktor krum was the catch but he looks so good we can't blame him...lol!...then there were fewer scenes with voldemort ...the imperius curse moment was not included...then the scene with mad-eye in his office after harry got back , there were also lesser explanations...all we found out there was that moody put harry's name in the goblet, he made sure that harry could pass through the 2 tasks until he could reach the third...he didn't even mention that he was the one who turned the triwizard cup into a portkey which transported harry and cedric to the graveyard at little hangleton...the veritaserum didn't do much work, and there was no dementor giving crouch the kiss...even dumbledore didn't explain further why as voldemort got drops of harry's bllod, he could already touch him and why he cannot before...

well, that was kinda frustrating but if you'll think of the possibilities of making it worth a watch and if you're just a naturally harry potter fanatic, definitely you will love this fourth sequel the way you loved the other prequels!...

HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE
definitely owns!...


Saturday, November 05, 2005

the real me in a fantasy world...


er, not much of a blog, though...
i'm just who i am...i'm just who you wanted me to be...i live in a world of fairy tales where i try to pretend to be what i'm not but then i just end up snapping back to reality being who i really am...
i just can't figure out why tough girls like me get weak and hurt a lot by the people we love...
oh well, i guess it's just as fair as saying, "can i have the side of your donut?"
ÜÜÜ

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Hey, It Does Not Hurt Anymore

I never thought I would be this happy...I never thought I would be this strong...When you started hitting me on the back, I thought the pain won't subside, I thought the wounds won't heal but hell, it did!...I didn't know that I could do it...Well, with the help of my friends and of God, of course!...You do not invade my mind anymore, you do not make me cry anymore, I do not hurt when i see you with her anymore and I thought it's gonna be doomsday forever...Now I know you're not gonna be the reason for me to fail...I've learned to accept averything and I've learned to let you go...Thanks to you, too...You finally removed the chain that attached me to you...You gave me back the key to re-open my heart and now I'm ready to forget everything and love again...I can't deny the fact that you left a scar in my heart when you wounded it but I know as time goes by, the scars will disappear leaving my heart as full as before I met you...Whew, for a long time I thought I would not be able to let you go or it'll take years or what but in the shortest time I did..Now I've proven I'm still strong enough...Thank you for teaching me everything I have to learn in life...You will still be in my heart but now I will not crave for you...Bye2!...ÜÜÜ

Saturday, October 15, 2005

How to Get Over the Thing Called LOVE

5. Say goodbye but never say hello again

4. Forget but never regret

3. Pick up the pieces but never put them back

2. Feel the pain but never keep it

FINALLY...

1. Move on...

Trust me, it works...ÜÜÜ

DotA-allstars...Am I Addicted?...

Tell me, am I?...I've started playing it with my friends...Erm, using the ugliest characer I've ever seen...Medusa, the Gorgon...hehehe...Was a noobie at first...Didn't now how to level up, didn't know what items to buy and how to buy them...All I know is I have to kill and survive...Then things became clear as I continued playing...Second game, I switched to Rylai Crestfall the Crystal Maiden...I liked using her with all her Frost Nova and Freezing Field ability...But was still a noobie...Then I switched to Kardel Sharpeye the Dwarven Sniper...Er, can't remember his abilities...Never liked him...

Finally, I found someone that could make me feel at ease...Akasha the Queen of Pian...Nice abilities...Blink, Shadow Strike, Fan of Knives and Sonic Wave...Been using her all the time...Er, still a noobie though...hehehe...Then there was Chen the Holy Knight...He's a nice hero but i didn't quite like him because I didn't know how to use him...I'd rather stick with Akasha...I'm noobier with Chen...hahaha!...

We started playing random ...I picked Rooftrellen the Treant Protector...Nice but very slow...Of course, he's big...Didn't know how to use his abilities, though...Second game...Random again...I got Magina the Anti-Mage...Well, I started to love him...He's got unique abilities...All has to do with mana...Loved his Mana Drain, Blink, Spell Shield and Mana Void...But he was a weakling on the first game and I usually get killed...hehehe...Noobie again as i say...The next day , we palyed random again...I got Bone Clinkz the Bone Fletcher...Oooohhh...Random is nice because I got to use new heroes...Bone Clinkz is cool!...With his Windwalk ability, together with his Strafe, Searing Arrows and the coolest ultimate he's got, Death Pact...Nice hero especially with a desolator, he can cast colorful arrows...Nice...
So, after so many randoms, picks and all, I got stuck with the Bone Fletcher...He doesn't look good, though...He's skeletal......He's amazing especially if I get to buy most of the items that he needed...Now he's my character..I'm still a bit noobie, though but I'm not getting killed often now and I can already kill heroes...My goal soon, become GODLIKE and be on a KILLING SPREE!...hahaha!...ÜÜÜ


Anyway, addiction...hmmm...Only DotA can convince me to go out of the house nowadays even if I do not have classes...Only DotA makes me forget my problems and even though I have appointments, when my friends say we'll play DotA, I'll cancel all for DotA...God I love this game...I'm always stuck in front of the computer surfing dotaportal.com for guides and item builds...Nice game...I love it totally!...I never thought I would spend my money for this kind of computer game...I admit, I'm getting addicted and I won't stop until i Meet my goal...

After meeting my goal, I still won't stop!...hahaha!...Find good DotA players in Boyztrek Jacinto...Cool!...

You've got to love Warcraft III-Defense of th Ancients!...ÜÜÜ

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Getting Over You

Some day I might get over you..
I'm not sure how..
Or because of who..

The days are as long as ever..
And the nights are even more lonely..
This picture of your face haunts me..
Why won't you let me be?

I thought I was doing fine..
And then I looked at the stars..
Because of you my heart is filled with scars..

The pain has become to real..
This is not fair to have to feel..
I miss you..
But I know what I have to do..

So I wipe away another tear..
Knowing my biggest fear has come true.
Today is the day I have to get over you.

Goodbye...

I loved you more than my family,
Follows everything you want me to do
Gives you all the things I can afford
But you only took these things for granted.

By the time that I was getting serious
I knew that you were just playing with me
I never thought that it would end up like this
You broke my heart.

But now I realized I’m more happy without you
It’s the time to go out of your dark shadow
And do better things without you
Starting now and forever … GOODBYE!

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can't do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it's the realization I can't control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it's to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it's to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) by Greenday

another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
so make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
it's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
so take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
hang it on a shelf of good health and good time.
tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
for what it's worth, it was worth all the while.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.
it's something unpredictable, but in the end is right.
i hope you had the time of your life.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Moving On...

I loved you but you just wasted my time by hurting me...Now I've felt so numb that I can't even feel you presence anymore...I still want to thank you for making me stronger and for teaching me how it is to love and get hurt, how it is to smile and to cry and finally thanks for teaching me to hold on and sooner to let go and MOVE ON leaving you a mile behind...Goodbye...

Wish You Can Save Me

I wish you were here to ease my pain...You said that you'll be by my side to wipe my tears when they fall...Many tears already fell yet you're not here...My heart is already bruised and painful yet you're not around to comfort me...I do not need anybody but you to be with me and make me smile...I need you to be right next to me and watch me cry...I'm already falling into peices but you can still save me and put me back together again...I just wish you will be too fast for that...

Cannot Let Go

Now I can say that I'm already fine, that I'm moving on...but why is it that everytime i see them together it still hurts a lot?...Why is it that everytime I think of him, i still cry?...Why is it that as time runs by, he's still on my mind?...Why is it that everytime i see him, i still get weak?...Does it mean that i still love him and i still cannot let him go?...:'c

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I'll Keep on Holding You 'til You Let Me Go

Just like the roaring thunder my heart cries for you
Just like a silent whisper, my heart longs for you
It may sound absurd and weird but that’s what I feel
You didn’t only hurt me once, you hurt me like twins
With a teardrop I cry thinking about my fears
Fear to be hurt, fear to be alone
Although I’m strong I become weak with you
Although I know how to fight, I’m willing to lose for you
I want to get over you, I want to forget you
I want to move on but how could I?
You are always around; you are always making me hold on to a wrong love
I wanna let go but each time I try to pull my hand away, you pull it back even harder
Your hold gets tighter every time I wanna pull it loose
I just wonder why you keep on doing this
You made a fool of me, you hurt me, you made me cry and yet you don’t want to let go of me
You stab my heart each time you’re with her but you don’t wanna see me with other guys
You’re being so unfair yet I tolerate your doings
I keep on thinking why am I doing all these sacrifices
Well maybe this is the only answer: I LOVE YOU
I love you although you hurt me
I love you although you made me cry
I love you although you make me feel stupid
I love because I just do and that won’t change even if I want to
My heart is closed with you inside
It’s hard to open it for others to fill
You locked it tight and you held the key
That’s why I feel like I’m lost with you all the time
I don’t know where this will bring us
I don’t know what will happen next
All I know is you’re in my heart
My thought runs with you
And all that I know is that until you won’t give me back the key to re-open my heart
I will always love you until my day ends

Friday, August 19, 2005

Is It Really Over?

I already thought you are the one…yeah, you made me feel YOU ARE!...you always stay by my side, you always make me feel special…you see no other girls but me…I never thought that I would fall for you that hard…who will?...though we’re the best of friends, we hated each other in many ways…you love to annoy me and guess what?...i loved to be annoyed by you…that’s what I mean of how we hated each other so much…honestly I’ve had loads more sacrifices than you are…hmmm…let’s say you have, too…you stay late at night just to call me on the phone and talk to me (hey, am I not staying late as well?...) you cancel all your appointments after class just to be with me (hmmm so I can treat you?) , you go to school even if you don’t want to just because I wanted you (but you can still benefit from it, ayt?)…damn!...why am soooooo stupid to just realize it now?...you’ve been sacrificing a lot not knowing that my sacrifices are 3 times more than yours!...and to think you were the one who likes me back then…

Okay, let’s skip those icky mushy stuff…why did I fall for you?...you wanna know?...well it’s because you made me do and I hated you for that!...I was in the midst of my happy life being your best friend then with just a snap of a finger, I fell for you wishing that you’ll catch me but you didn’t!...let’s say you did “partially”…nothing happened though…we’re still the best of friends…you still show me the same YOU that I’ve known before and I’m showing you the same ME you’ve seen before but now, my heart skips more than a beat whenever you do special things for me…but why do you do those things?...was it because you’re my best friend or you love me too?...you never told me you do but you always show me…hmmm…action speaks louder than words, I think…despite all those annoying things that you keep on doing, I don’t know, I’ve kept on loving you for that...hei, can you remember that promise that we made for each other?...well, if you’ve forgotten it, well, let me just remind you a bit…it’s not much of a great thing but it’s one reason why my life changed a lot!...we promised not to leave each other no matter what…we love each other but as the song goes, “we had the right love at the wrong time”…what wrong time?...for you it’s a wrong time but it’s the perfect time for me…okay girl, just keep quiet and keep on loving him he’ll notice soon…

Notice soon?...that soon came and went without a trace of difference in our relationship until one day I found out something dreadful!...you’ve got a new girl!...man, my heart was crushed!...all the things you did for me seem to flash before my eyes…all the things you told me, the promises…promises?...yeah!...your promise…you f****n forgot about our promise!...I never left you, but you did!...damn it was a disaster…but then you told me there’s nothing to worry about because there’s nothing between you and her…oohhhhhhhhh that was such a relief…at least you told me honestly about the two of you…at least you realized that each passing second is very crucial for me for I do not have any strength to approach you and ask you about it. We remained as we are and I kept on loving you wishing that somehow that thought will cross your mind.

Well guess what, moron!...that girl’s got friends who cannot quite keep a secret…know what I found out?...I found out the truth between you and her…the truth that broke my heart into a million pieces that I didn’t know if even God can mend it…I got stuck between doubt and trust…of course I trust you…I trust you enough to believe your stupid lies!...I doubted you 10% but I did trust you 90%...if you only knew how painful it is to have felt this way, maybe you will never dare touch my heart and crush it…but guess what?...I’ll stay as cool as I am and I will never let you know that I’ve been hurt…why should I?...you didn’t even bother to think of me when you hurt me…don’t worry, I’ll get over you soon…

I thought I was…damn!...I wasn’t planning to see you and talk to you but why the hell does destiny force us to meet?...and you know what?...everything bad I said about you seem to float away when I saw you smile at me and when I said hello, I realized I wasn’t really that over you…you still make my heart race, you still make my knees weak…you still make me feel stupid telling myself that just a smile and I am willing to forget everything…

GUESS THIS ISN’T GOODBYE, YET…

GUESS I STILL LOVE YOU FROM THE START…:’c

Sunday, May 01, 2005

I Just Wanna Live by Good Charlotte

I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about
These people are
Freaking me out (these days)

It’s getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x7]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I’m going to court
A white suit when I’m gettin’ divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I’m home alone
Talkin’ on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They’re saying
“Now you’re rich and
Now you’re famous
And fake ass girls all know your names and
(Lifestyles) of the rich and famous
Your first hit are you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we’re livin’

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin’ around boy
Better think of your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we’re coming from
We’ve already seen
The wealth that this life can bring

Now we’re expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]

I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don’t really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Greenday

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!

Friday, February 11, 2005

You & I Both by Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

And with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved what you and

I spoke ofand others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of
and it's okay if you have go away

just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

214 by Rivermaya

Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you make you feel
That the love I have for you will see no ending?
Well, if you look into my eyes then you should know
that you have nothing here to doubt nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down' cause if you'll hold me
We can fade into the night and you'll know
The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shan't cry'
Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last
I'll be by your side
Take my hand
And gently close your eyes
So you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight
Than what I've for you
Well, if you feel the same way for me
Then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short, my darling
Tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night
And you'll know
The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shan't cry'
Cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last
I'll be by your side
Forever by your side...
I want you to know
The world could lie
And everything may die
Still you shan't cry'
Cause time may pass
And everything will last
I'll be by your side
Forever by your side
So you won't cry...

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

star circle national teen quest

this is such a pride of davao city!...erich gancayco of sasa, davao city joined the star circle national teen quest, and eventually bagged the title of the grand questor...nobody even expected that a "dabawenyo" can last until the magic circle of five and can survive to be the grand questor of 2005!...the grand questors night was held last january 29, 2005 and many screams were heard when the jurors announced erich as the grand questor...we are very proud of erich...hopefully, she will be successful in her showbiz carreer!...along with erich was also a "dabawenyo" who also managed to be in the magic circle of five...his name's charles from malita, davao del sur...

keep up the good work!...this only shows that davao city has something to be proud of!...ÜÜÜ

kitchie nadal-platinum

selling more than 30,000 albums nationwide, kitchie nadal was awarded with a platinum for her first album last january 30, 2005 at ASAP mania...this only shows that despite the outburst of piracy, she still managed to sell her original copies and this only shows that kitchie nadal is one heck of an OPM artist!...you rock, girl!...keep your feet obn the ground!...ÜÜÜ

Sunday, January 30, 2005

lovers in paris ending...

hi!...just wanna ask if you all agree with me that the ending of lovers in paris is nice?...i mean it's something different and i can really appreciate it!...ÜÜÜ

Monday, January 10, 2005

kakaumpisa ko pa lang...hehehe

i love pink...yun lang...kaya pink ang stuff ng blogger ko...i just started...got a leaf out of ma'am anne ilagan's book...she has a blogger rin kasi...i thought it's cool!...hope you'll post comments!...luv yah, peepz!...update this next time!...mwaaaaahhhhh!...ÜÜÜ