...so much for being a nurse...

i guess so...many things have changed and now i'm halfway through my course...

but things are startinng to get off-course...stuff are dissolving, my grades aren't getting any good...

jeez, but i still can manage to smile...

yeah, smile...smile though the world is tumbling down...

because only smile can melt away sorrows...

and so i smile...i laugh and i don't cry...

because crying will worsen my burden...

so i smile...

i smile...

i smile...

until my lips stiffened and it'll make me feel crazy...

yeah, i guess i'm going crazy...